There are thousands of photos of my family that have been taken over the years. So many pictures that take up so many photo albums and space on internet. Before a few months ago, only a fraction of the photos included me. I would only post the pictures that included me if I thought they were flattering. You see, I have a poor self image and hate the way I look in photos. Out of fifty or sixty photos, I would only like one or two that would include me.
Something has changed. I'm not sure what but I have embraced it. I no longer care if I am attractive or not in a photo. I seize the moment and snap away. I do still care about my appearance but now it is more important for me to capture the moment of not just my loved ones but also me enjoying my loved ones. Yes, I still cringe but I keep the photo. I post the photo. I share the photo. Life has taken on a new hue for me. So much is going on in the world that I just want to cherish and embrace it all. Including embracing myself.
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